Time like water.

I haven’t been really coming back to blog so often. Maybe because I don’t really find a need to. Usually my blogging needs kicks in when there are a lot of things troubling me, when I feel very emotional. It’s not that I don’t have any problems these days just that things are fine and even with the challenges that come day by day, they are bearable. I have to say, life is pretty kind to me now. Syukur alhamdulillah!

My new roommate (well not so new anymore) and I do get along quite well and that’s a relief cos they previous one I had…. we just had no chemistry together. But i must say that I do miss being roomies with Shannon! Cos we’re like sisters of a different race. I haven’t been able to meet her recently cos of the hectic schedules and test. Sadly (and embarrassingly), her hall is almost just in front of mine! I hope Shannon has been doing well.

Recently I had quite a huge transformation = short hair, contacts, bright pink nails etc. Maybe I just needed a fresh change in terms of looks and such. Honestly, that change was much needed! I feel so much funkier, so much lighter, so much free-er with this new haircut. I feel edgy somehow but! at heart i’m still same old same old.

You know, it’s only 1 more month till I’m headed to USA and I can’t believe that I am going to do this. You don’t know how much troubles there was just to settle all the issues pertaining to USA! Perhaps I deserve this BUT I gotta make it more worth it by doing really well for this semester. *sings pressure by paramore*

HAHAHA you know sometimes I wished I was a little bit more different than how I am now but I gotta love myself in my own skin and learn to just enjoy myself as how I am! I may not crack the most awesomest jokes or write the most witty stuffs on earth but I don’t have to be all that to be happy you know? Do you get me? Okay bottomline is… I’m starting to appreciate myself more. New look doesn’t = I hate myself so i change, New look = I am starting to feel comfortable in my own skin so I do something different.

WAWAWEEYAAAA

March 30, 2010. Uncategorized.